||[Jul. 10th, 2006|03:27 pm]
post live journal.
the past two days have been extremely odd but also good.
the holidays are making me do the things i ussually do like sleep in, go out, go places for no reason, question my exsistence and convince myself i need to do some art or write some songs or make some dresses.
+ buying fabric from good sammys
+ deciding that if i had a body part that responded to fabric the way doodys and hoo has do, then the fabric i bought would be orgasm worthy.
+ hangouts with hannah and old friends
+ new clothes
+ new room setting
- dreaming about ky ky agian and it fucking with my head....again
- being lonely
- lack of money
- being rejected by city beach
good thing theres more highs than lows. saw a doc on chrystal meth and ice and i decided it looks like a really bad idea to take drugs. i wonder if its possible to be agaist chemical drugs my whole life? like my nanna.
anyways i shal leave with a quote
"when mother nature sings her exquisite song, to the artist alone"